Faith.

I am so thankful I know Jesus...

This world seriously offers nothing but one giant heart break. There is so much disappointment in the world, but I know that Jesus, or true love, has the best plan for me. This world offers disappointment, but Jesus offers love that can overpower any darkness in the world. I do not know what I would do without his Grace... I don't even know if I'd be alive still. If I lost everything, but had Him, I would be just fine. He is my best friend, and I would be so lost if I did not know Him...

Mood: Loved.
Song: The Fray - You Found Me.
Emotion: Sleepy.
Currently: Going to bed! :)

Night Owl.

I have been staying up way too late the past few days. It has my sleep pattern so crazy right now. I need to start forcing myself to go to bed at a decent time! I like to have productive days...haha.

I've been thinking of dropping a lot of things, and trying to skate more. I miss skating so much. I miss hanging out with friends, filming, cruising, learning tricks, everything. I miss it all! Skateboarding was my life, and I really want to keep it that way. Of Course I need to keep my priorities in front, but I don't have a girlfriend to worry about, or parents to deal with, or really anything of that sort anymore. I just have to do it now...haha.

I'm also glad I switched back to blogspot. Just saying.
Good night.

A musician beginning.

My first song.

I wrote my first song this morning. I want to practice it and everything before I record it. It’s kind of a good feeling to write your own song. I wrote a rap once, lol. Never did anything with that. I wrote it off of a specific person in my life. Out of all the relationships that I have in my life, I chose this specific person because they’re going through the exact same thing I struggled with, the past. It was nice to get a pen and throw down the words onto paper. I think this song can really influence anybody who struggles with past regrets or past situations that come back once in awhile and knock us over. I know I had problems with it. Writing and Music have been the two ways I’ve been expressing myself lately. I kind of have been having trust issues with humans lately, so I keep it to myself, and Christ only. I’m praying for a change in that though. Anyhow, I think I’ll post the lyrics for you to peep. You can leave feedback, or anything for that matter. Thanks!

I think I’ll call it “You’re Loved”.
It goes something like this…

I know your past was abused,
And present day, you’re left confused.
But I know who you really are,
Cause I can see into your heart.

You’re loved, You’re loved, You’re loved by Him. (x2)

I know you struggle with your past,
Live for now, Cause life moves fast.
Seek the Lord, and know His grace,
Cause He’ll bring a smile upon your face.

You’re loved, You’re loved, You’re loved by Him. (x2)

Life throws curves, and pain it brings.
But I know you’ll do Great things.
I see his face, with open arms.
Fall right in, you won’t be harmed.

You’re loved, You’re loved, You’re loved by Him. (x2)